CHAPTER FIVE
They were halfway down the
corridor, chatting excitedly to the interested glances of the prisoners who could
see them from their cells when Jamie suddenly realised what had been nagging at
the back of his mind despite his excitement at seeing his best friend.
Rhys.
Rhys’ face when he saw Richard.
“We need to go back.” He
muttered, scratching the back of his head a bit sheepishly.
“What? Why?” Richard queried,
smile freezing for a minute.
“I need to introduce you to
someone first.” It wasn’t a lie, he really wanted to make things clear to Rhys
who Richard was just as much as he wanted to introduce them. He couldn’t have
him thinking something untoward was going on.
He didn’t think about why he
wanted to do this, he just knew he needed to. Now.
“Who is it that I need to meet so
badly –” Richie sighed as his friend simply grabbed him by the hand and pivoted
in the direction they were coming from.
Rhys was lying flat on the cold
floor and looking straight up at nothing. His eyes were a blank stare. Jamie
didn’t like it.
“Rhys?”
No response.
“Rhys, are you okay?”
The big man still didn’t budge,
all Jamie got was a blink. One frigging blink.
Well Richard had had enough. “Can
you stand up plea – oomph! What?” Richard glared at Jamie as he rubbed his side
which Jamie had just punched. Jamie looked at Richard, and then at the set of
keys hanging on his waist belt. “You can open the door right?”
“Jamie, what’s this all about?”
he stopped when Jamie made a fist to remind him. He shook his head in amusement.
“Fine.”
“Open the door.”
“What do you want Jamie?” Rhys
spoke at last, his deep voice rumbling over their argument.
Jamie turned to him in relief,
small hands gripping the bars so tight his knuckles went white.
“Rhys.” He said again in a low,
soft voice. He was asking the big man to look at him. Something.
Rhys took a deep breath and
turned his head. His face remained blank, expressionless. But his eyes were
filled with turmoil. Jamie’s heart wrenched painfully.
“I want you to meet someone.” No
movement. “Please?”
Richard looked between his friend
and the dangerous looking giant in the cell, wondering what the hell was going
on. He looked again at the big man…”Why
do you seem familiar? Do we know him from Surrey?”
The two men ignored him, but Rhys
now pulled himself upright, eyes glued on Jamie who was doing the same. He came
to the cell door, fingers slowly circling and gripping the bars over Jamie’s
hands, enveloping them completely. It was like electricity was crackling in the
air. Jamie gulped at this show of territory; loving but hating the wash of
delight that at what Rhys was doing.
His.
Blushing harshly, he finally
found his voice, “Rhys, this is Richie – Richard, my best friend.”
Rhys’ eyes widened slightly then
went back to blank. He was obviously fighting his reaction.
“Best friend.”
“Yeah. He just transferred from
Bracken prison. I had no idea he was doing that… coming over here I mean. He’s
been in the prison service since we left uni.” He rambled on, trying to
explain, to get some understanding from the big man.
“Oh.” Was all he got back.
Jamie sighed. “Richie, this is
Rhys.”
Richie raised an eyebrow at the
lack of qualification of what the big man was.
As far as he knew, his friend was straight but this all looked… somewhat
intimate. The big man looked contained, like he was holding himself back.
Jealousy. Definitely jealousy.
Suddenly it clicked.
“Rhys Foxton! Rhys Foxton?”
Richie gasped in growing recognition of the fact that this was the famous actor
as well as the person he had heard was involved in a great deal of drama with
Jamie. “The actor?”
“Yeah, the actor.” Jamie moaned in
mock exasperation. Rhys’ lips twitched. Just a little. Jamie saw it and beamed
wide.
“What? Can’t I be surprised to
see a famous actor? Just because he’s your friend doesn’t change the fact that
he is famous.” Richard spouted indignantly. He turned to Rhys, hand held out
for a handshake.
Rhys looked at him and then his
hand, reluctant to let go of Jamie. He heard a long drawn out sigh from Jamie
and shook his head in amusement, pulling his hand away to shake Richard’s.
“Any friend of Jamie’s is a
friend of mine.” Richard continued.
“Same here.” Rhys rumbled. “Nice
to meet you.”
“How polite.” Jamie added with a
smirk. He stifled a giggle when Rhys’ hand squeezed his and he let go of
Richie’s hand to grab Jamie’s other hand as well. He tugged at the hands until
Jamie was facing him directly. Then he leaned in close, voice dropping. “You
want me to be rude to your best friend?”
The small man swallowed visibly,
very obviously hypnotised by Rhys’ stare. Goosebumps dominoed up his arms and
down his back. “I didn’t say that.” Staring. Hard. “Rhy… stop. I’ve got to go.”
Rhys let go immediately and the swiftness
of it made Jamie’s chest constrict. He had no idea why. He was beginning to
regret asking to be taken back to his cell. He really wanted to stay with Rhys.
He wanted to curl up in those large arms and chat. But his courage was somewhat
clogged in his throat. The appearance of his best friend, howbeit a good thing,
didn’t help matters.
Rhys walked backward with his
hands raised, his face all blank again. Jamie made to speak but Rhys’ look
stopped him.
“Go.” The big man said before
turning away from them. “Nice to meet you Richard.”
Richie had to practically peel
his friend off the bars and drag him away. He definitely had to have his
questions answered, now more than ever.
* * * *
They spent hours in the interview
room by the wing office catching up on things. Richard really wanted to know
all about Rhys and Jamie kept trying to avoid the subject.
“So you’re…”
“Don’t you dare say what I think
you’re going to say. I’m not whatever you think”
Richie stared at him and he
looked away in embarrassment. “So there’s nothing going on with you and that scary
giant?”
Jamie couldn’t help himself.
“He’s not scary!”
Richie laughed. “Really? He’s
akin to an extra terrestrial at least. He is built like one, I’ll tell you
that. Even beside me, much less you. Jesus, the guy is like 7 feet tall!”
“Yeah, rub it in will you.” Jamie
muttered.
“Not like that stopped you…” Richie
teased, getting a punch for his trouble. “What?” he straightened up as a thought
struck him. “ Are you sure – should I be insulted by this?
Jamie frowned. “No. Of course
not. It’s nothing to do with you. I’m not gay. Simple as.”
Richard’s eyes widened as a memory
crawled back to him. He kept it to himself. “I don’t believe that for even a
second. This sounds like some warped sense of ‘I’m the one protecting the gay
guy so I can’t possibly be gay myself’?”
Jamie buried his face in his
hands with a weak, “No.”
“Jame. Remember your own words –
Being gay is not the end of the world. There’s nothing wrong with liking or
loving a man. Remember?” he got a nod. “Maybe you should think about taking
your own advice sometime.”
“This is completely different
Richie.”
“What exactly does that mean?”
“I’m not gay.”
* * * *
Richard couldn’t get his mind off
Jamie and his thing with the actor prisoner. His friend was obviously caught up
in it but in denial at the same time. He thought about the words Jamie had just
said… I’m not gay… it had jarred him seriously.
Jamie didn’t know this, but when
he had been attacked that terrible day in the school garden and Richard had
found him and called an ambulance, all he was saying as he flowed in and out of
a coma, was “I’m not gay, I’m not gay.”
They were almost 16 at the time
and Richard had just come out as gay in school. He regretted it profusely now,
for Jamie had begged him to keep quiet about it. They were about to graduate
and Jamie wanted to do so in peace. He feared the repercussions of letting
people know, but Richard was not having it. He had known he was gay since he
hit puberty and had waited long enough to let it out.
There hadn’t been such a bad
reaction when he did and they happily went back to normal. Until the day Jamie was
cornered at the back of the school and mistaken for Richard. It seems he kept
trying to tell them they had the wrong person and he was not gay but the boys
did not listen and beat him within an inch of his life.
He had crawled through the school
door and if it was not Richard impatient about getting him so they could go see
the latest slash movie had rushed to the home economics class and then the
kitchen and then the garden to find his friend all but a bleeding pulp.
He had called an ambulance and
tried to get Jamie to tell him who had done this. All the small broken boy
could say was “I’m not gay.” On and on and on.
Jamie never remembered these
words he had been saying through the 3 months he was in and out of a coma, but
Richard could never forget.
It seemed this was the root of
his denial of what was happening with him and the big man. He was saying those
words again. His terror was rearing its ugly head subconsciously it seemed.
He could never forgive himself
for what had happened to his friend because of his selfishness and stupidity.
He had sworn to protect him from then on.
That was why he had been trying
to transfer to Markham since Jamie had been incarcerated. It had been very
difficult and he had had to take a demotion in order to do so. His governor at
HMP Feather had thought he was completely crazy to be doing this. He hadn’t
bothered to tell Jamie either because he knew he would tell him not to.
He didn’t care, he was going to
be there for Jamie for as long as he was able.
* * * *
The library was another
improvement in the prison. It was in the same building it had always been in but
had now been vastly enlarged, with the other rooms moved and designated
elsewhere to allow for space. It was pretty impressive to look at. All the
makeshift shelves were gone, replaced with proper shelves and even the odd
glass drawers. Very posh.
It was also very quiet, heaven
for Rhys.
This was why he joined Old Cole working
there as soon as there was an opening. As soon as the old man had told him of
the plans to expand, he had jumped at the chance to escape the world of the
prison as often as he could.
Old Cole was grateful for the
company, it had been just him in there for god knows how long.
Now he was sick
of it. He was happy to just chat now… and
watch Rhys stack the books onto the new stands. The big man loved the place,
God knows he was tall enough to do the work.
He had a couple of others helping
as well though. He had made sure to choose quiet, well behaved prisoners. The
library was not a place for drama, for those who wanted to lay low and serve
their time, yes, but never drama.
He watched the new officer
approach them, gave him a nod and excused himself. Jamie’s friend would
obviously have more to say to Rhys than him. He liked to watch it all. It made
good entertainment in his old age.
“So you and Jamie…” Richard
leaned against the wall right by where Rhys was stacking books. All the other
prisoners had inched away to give them space.
Rhys raised an eyebrow, slowing
his pace but not stopping. “Me and Jamie…?”
“Yeah.”
Rhys turned to him, “I don’t
understand, did you just ask a question?”
“Are you fucking my friend?”
Richie asked bluntly. The huge man’s nose flared, he had touched a nerve there.
“That, sir, is none of your fucking business.”
“He’s my best friend.”
“Then maybe you should direct
that question to him and not me. Wouldn’t that be much more appropriate?”
“He says there’s nothing going
on.”
“So you don’t trust your best
friend then.”
“Its not that.” Richard stated.
“It’s the way you act around him. The way he acts around you.”
“You really need to speak to
Jamie.” Rhys stopped stacking, looked down and sighed. “I can’t help you.
Sorry.”
Richard watched him for a moment,
deciding to let him know the reality of things.
“Something happened to Jamie when
we were younger…” he caught the flash of interest in Rhys’ eyes, of an almost
desperate nature. The giant had it bad. Good, seeing as Jamie had it too.
Over an hour later, Rhys sat
quietly for a good while after Richie had left him. He felt a lot lighter with
the knowledge that Jamie’s denial was possibly more a mental issue caused by
his bad experience rather than plain old rejection.
He had told Richard that Jamie
needed to know about it. He needed to face what happened and maybe it may help him
come to terms with his feelings for Rhys.
Thinking of what happened to the
little man filled Rhys with rage. He wished he had been there to keep those
bastards from touching him.
* * * *
After hearing what Richard had to
say, Jamie was strangely elated. It kind of made sense now.
He had been right to think
Richard had become overly protective, long after he had recovered fro the
attack. There had been no lasting damage and he had made a full recovery. Now
he understood why. Richard felt he was traumatised mentally.
He now felt guilty for not
agreeing to see the psychiatrist like Richard had pushed for then. He recalled
their fights and arguments about it. The frustration and anger over him not wanting
to get better with therapy. This was why Richie had been so upset at the time.
Apparently he had nightmares and
everyone had been told to let him get over it with the passage of time and make
no reference to it unless it came from him.
Jamie had felt there was nothing
wrong with him so he had not bothered with any more doctors or therapists. Served
him right he guessed.
Now he could see why he was
constantly thinking ‘I’m not gay’ in his mind without any rational reasoning
behind it. It was his memory playing tricks on him after all.
If he hadn’t been so fucking
stubborn, he would’ve been fine now. Oh well, it couldn’t be helped. He refused
to worry about yet another thing. This was goodness somewhat, he could sort
himself now as well as possible. First thing when he got out of here, he would
get a psychiatrist or a counsellor to help him deal with things.
Definitely.
He wondered what the big man
would think about all this. For some reason, Jamie couldn’t wait to tell him.
Maybe… maybe he would understand now.
* * * *
It was a Saturday. The gym was
mostly empty today. Except for Ace and his men, they were all there. All using
weights of different sizes. When they crowded like this, no one hung around.
Which worked for Ace considering what he had in mind today.
“When does Rhys do the library?”
Ace grunted thoughtfully.
The boys perked up, always
happier when they smelt the promise of trouble. It was in their blood.
“Fridays, I think.” Major stated.
He was the most outspoken of the group of guys.
“Perfect. With him and Old Cole
at the library, we’ll have free reign.” Ace began. “I need you guys to start a
little party, keep the guards occupied. I’ll need to get my Friday to be
somewhere close enough to the laundry that a lockdown wouldn’t affect me.”
He looked round at the men.
“Which is the best place to apply for that would draw too much attention from
the guards? The kitchen?”
“I’d say the gym, the small one.”
Jo murmured in his usual slurred voice. he was the procurer of the group, well
the most resourceful anyway.
The small gym was hardly used now
that there was a larger more equipped one available. It was still there though,
now used mainly by those focusing on weight loss rather than body building.
Save for the storage rooms in between, there was no security door that would
shut automatically on a lockdown. There would be nothing to shield little Jamie
from Ace when the time was right.
“They wouldn’t believe you
actually want the kitchen. You can say you want to drop some pounds?”
“Mmmh, that doesn’t sound too
bad. The small gym… I can get in the laundry easy.” Ace was lost in though for
a while. The main thing was ensuring the warden remained unaware of the switch,
the rest would be no big deal at all. There were loads of guards that would
turn a blind eye.
It was as if Connor read his
mind. “You sure about that though? Would anyone believe you want to actually
lose weight?”
“So where then?” the huge man
asked in exasperation.
“I say, cut yourself.” Ace stared
at Connor with a look that said ‘really???’ “Listen a minute. Once you do that,
you get taken to healthcare. That way it all happens on the one day before any
of the men are the wiser.”
“Mmmh….”
“Just a small cut. It just has to
bleed enough to be noticeable…” Connor encouraged.
Healthcare was even better,
located directly opposite the laundry. Ace wasn’t exactly convinced though.
“But if there’s a party, it
wouldn’t do good to have a wound. That would be a weak spot.” Major said.
“Yeah, that’ll make me
vulnerable…” Ace agreed.
“You, vulnerable?” Connor said in
disbelief. All the men laughed, beginning to talk all at once.
“And they would chain you to the
bed too…” “Yeah. Damn, that’s even worse.” “Well…”
“Well what?” Ace cut in. He was
getting impatient.
“You can pretend to have chest
pains some days before. You know, act like you can’t breathe…”
“Get to the point man.” Ace
growled.
“When you see the nurse, talk
about your weight like maybe that’s the reason. You know weight loss and all…
then start talking about using the small gym…”
“Ahhh… it would have to be a
while before so it all looks legit.” Ace added.
“Yeah…”
“So you’re saying I’m fat?”
“Err… no. come on Ace, you’re a
tall man. That’s all…”
“Don’t like it.” Ace decided.
Major breathed a sigh of relief. Better that than face his anger. “Any other
ideas that don’t focus on my size? Think, you bastards.”
“What about the warden?” Connor
said quietly. It was what they were all thinking.
“Shut up Connor. That’s my
fucking business.”
The question hung in the air
though. The men all knew the deal with the warden. After all, Ace had nearly
blown their ears off raving and ranting about the warden keeping Jamie out of
his reach.
“I’ll be in and out of there in a
blink. You guys have got to do your part good. I’ll need good time to get my
shit done. Okay?” They all nodded. “So no little spats. I want a good party.
Rile the turbans up or something. Rile everyone up.”
“But they’ll still know its you…”
“How?”
“Your history with the little…”
“Don’t worry about that.” Ace cut
him off. “There’s no way he’ll be able to say a thing. I’ll make him forget who
the fuck he is, let alone who I am.”
“Maybe wear a mask?” Jo offered.
“I could make you one?”
“Fuck. Alright. Do that.” the
huge man groaned impatiently. “Just make sure its done properly, don’t want no
makeshift piece of crap.”
Jo looked offended. “You know me
better than that Ace.” He said. “I’ll do it right.”
“You do that.”
They were at it for days on end.
Ace wore them out before finally deciding on a course of action.
Friday the 13th.
He thought it would be symbolic.
* * * *
A week later.
Jamie was in a good mood today.
He had received a call first thing this morning from his lawyer that there was
a lead on the possible account that would connect someone else in his firm to
the missing money. It was just a matter of time.
In addition to the information
from Richard, things were generally looking up.
He hummed to himself amidst the
drone of the huge washing machines and tumble dryers as he did the last batch
of laundry he was assigned to. Happy to have finished early so he could now
relax the rest of the day, he loaded the large trolley with the laundry and
began to push it to the laundry storage room. He needed a break badly after the
long steamy day filled with the whiff of cleaning chemicals.
He got into the large room,
parked the trolley by the side of the door with other trolleys and began
stacking the sheets neatly so that they could be counted and itemised. The
towels were last and were stored way down at the end of the room. He heaved the
large pile up in one go because he didn’t want to have to go twice and
struggled over.
He rounded the corner.
The sight
before him stopped him in his tracks.
Rhys was standing against the
shelves with another man in front of him. Practically on top of him actually.
The man was small and stocky somewhat, not as small as Jamie, but small enough
and with a good amount of bulk and muscle. He also had a scarf round his head
so you could make no mistake as to what he was. A queen. And his hand was
touching Rhys’ head with a bit too much familiarity.
He stood there in shock,
conflicting emotions and questions tearing at him. Tears stung his eyes and he
fought to push them back, willing his legs to move and get him out of there. He
had pushed Rhys away since their time in his cell, only being civil. Now Rhys
was finding happiness somewhere else. What business was it of his? The towels
toppled from his shaking hands and the two men turned at the sound just as
Jamie’s legs finally heeded him.
Rhys’ eyes pleaded with Jamie in
that instant and he pushed the man away from him.
“Jamie!”
But Jamie turned and ran.
Blindly, just wanting to get away and hide. He felt sick, like he was going to
throw up. He kept running, ignoring Rhys’ voice calling his name as he
thundered after him.
Rhys caught up with Jamie in no
time and grabbed him, holding his back against his chest. He turned him around
slowly and met the wild confused hurt and accusing silver eyes. “Jamie…” he
began but Jamie stopped him with his hands in the air, shaking his head in some
kind of denial.
“You don’t need to explain
anything to me… there’s nothing between us. Is there? Nothing at all… I just
overreacted… I am fine, really… let go…” He slapped Rhys’ hands away from his
shoulders as they tried to calm him “I’m alright… go back to your business…
argh.” He groaned suddenly, keeling over. Before Rhys could bend over him he
had stood upright again, gasping as he stepped backwards, his hand holding his
belly in surprise “I feel sick… why do I feel sick… arghhh… why do I feel si…?”
He slapped at Rhys’ hands again, his eyes dancing crazily in confusion, his
face wincing and then struggling to smile widely in turn, tears brimming.
”Don’t you dare explain; I am fine… I am fine…” He began to hyperventilate,
gasping for air in a state of shock. “It hurts… its not supposed to hurt… why
does it hurt…?” He choked on his words as the tears poured out at last, all his
strength lost.
Rhys lifted him into his arms,
taking all the blows the small hands rained on him, dying inside at the thought
that one stupid act of an idiot could have caused this pain. He was so totally
overwhelmed by his feelings for the man in his arms and the pain he felt for
hurting him. He stood that way till all the fight went out of Jamie and he
crumpled into his shoulder crying. He saw Old Cole and Roger start to step
forward but the hard look he gave them kept them away.
He ignored the inmates watching
and headed back into the laundry storage room to where he had told the cause of
his problems not to move an inch or else. He glared at the apologetic looking
man waiting nervously. He came up close to him, still carrying a shaking Jamie.
“You explain what was going on
when he came in. Right now.” he said grimly through clenched teeth.
“But he’s crying…”
“You better make sure he hears
you then, shouldn’t you?”
The effeminate man, Lady as he
called himself, began to explain himself as loudly as he could to Jamie’s
hearing, stammering in growing fright as he realised he could be in big
trouble. He said he had heard that Rhys and Jamie had been made to do it down
in solitary and had seen them in the field that day and thought it had been so
hot between them. He had wanted to try his luck and see if Rhys would give him
a go. He had been teasing him and touching his hair in his bid to seduce him
but that hadn’t worked. He said that Rhys had simply been amused and had been
telling him he was not interested when Jamie had come in.
All the while Jamie’s head
remained buried in his shoulder. Rhys only let Lady go because Jamie’s heaving
was subsiding a little. The man scrambled off in relief, apologising profusely
and saying it would never happen again.
Rhys sat down nervously on one of
the large chairs and lifted Jamie’s head up to his. As their eyes met, Jamie
began to heave again as the tears started.
“I wasn’t cheating on you Jamie,”
he whispered, feeling the small man stiffen at his words, his face wincing in
denial of their now escalating relationship. Well he was going to change that
right now.
“I was not cheating on you,” he
repeated clearly again and again, holding those beautiful crying eyes with his
and following each statement with a soothing kiss. When Jamie tried to move his
hands from his face, he deepened the kiss, till he had dissolved the last of
the fight left in him.
Rhys held him like that for hours
on end it seemed staring into his eyes and kissing him, not letting him look
away.
“Look in my eyes,” he whispered
“See that you’re not alone in the way you’re feeling. I feel the same way Tiny,
I’m trying to deal with new feelings just like you are. The fact that we’re men
doesn’t change that. You’re driving yourself crazy trying to fight it so hard.”
“I’m sc… scared…”
“I know Tiny.”
“I don’t understand how I can
feel like this…”
“There’s nothing wrong with how
you feel. It’s there now and you can’t change that. You just need to relax and
let it happen. Remember the last time I got you to relax? Didn’t that turn out
to be better than you’d thought?”
Jamie blushed at his words and
hid his face in the broad chest. ”I guess…”
“Look at me…” his head was lifted
back up, “It has never been that good for me before in my entire life. I would
never have though that was possible. Give us a chance... stop fighting it and
give it a chance… give me a chance to show you…” Jamie’s fingers came over his
lips to stop his words, he nipped at them till he pulled them back. “To show
you that we can be good together.”
“Oh Rhy…”
Rhys nuzzled into him, into that
soft long neck “God I love the way you say my name… I could take you right this
minute.”
He chuckled at Jamie’s shiver at
his statement, cupping the small face up for more slow kisses.
“I’ve never felt
like this before… with… with women…” Jamie whispered in wonder.
“Neither have I… don’t you see… that’s
why it’s so special. That’s why we need to give it a chance…”
“I feel like I’m falling so hard
and so fast… it’s like you’re all over me all the time, all over, inside me,
inside my head, my body, under my skin… I can’t think straight anymore…”
To say Rhys was overwhelmed by
this declaration is not enough, it was like something possessed him in that
minute and filled his every pore with a warm fire. This was exactly the same
effect Jamie had on him; it was like he was listening to his own mind. It was
unreal.
He crushed Jamie to him, wishing
they could melt into one being in his longing. Tears filled his eyes and he
choked on them, more overcome at this for he never cried. Ever. Jamie’s eyes
flew up as a tear hit his cheek and he stared, frowning intermittently in slow
comprehension “Rhy…?”
More tears trickled and hit the
tilted face, “If you’re falling hard Tiny, I think I hit the ground a long time
ago. And I’m still waiting for you to meet me.” Rhys tried to laugh but it ended
up a groan as he was also internally fighting the urge to all out weep. He had never felt so bare, so open, so
defenceless.
This time Jamie took charge, this
time it was his small hands that cupped Rhys’ face. He tenderly kissed away the
pouring tears even as his kept pouring, his breath in short hitches as he
soothed his love. “Oh Rhy… I thought it was just me… having these crazy
feelings… afraid of so many things, that you thought it was just sex… I was so
afraid you’d think I was a sicko for screaming like a woman, so afraid of
falling for you at all.”
Rhys smiled through his tears at
this, remembering that he had thought it was just sex initially too. But it was
so not, not for him, not for his Jamie. Not by a million miles. His strength
built back up and he calmed down, eyes on Jamie’s, blatant in its love and
ravenous desire through the haze of tears.
Jamie gulped, entranced by this
gaze “I think I’ve hit the ground now Rhy. Will… will you still have me?”
Rhys did not answer immediately,
his eyes mesmerising Jamie. He knew why soon.
“Rhy... not here…”
Rhys had slipped his hand into
his track downs and pulled out his growing hardness, ignoring the weak
protests, “Yes. Yes. Of course I’ll have you…” Slow knowing strokes. “Make no
mistake tiny…you are mine now. Every. Single. Inch. Of. You. Shhh.” he coaxed
the now bucking man, emphasising each word with a slow teasing stroke of his
dick. He was well aware that the workday was about to end and they had very
little time to mess about.
He kissed away Jamie’s tears and
then faced his mouth as he stroked him, his other arm keeping the smaller man
hard against his chest and slanting down into Jamie’s tracks so he could lift
his bum a bit to bring him higher up. Jamie was holding on for dear life, his
hands clenching and unclenching against Rhys’ neck and shoulders, drinking in
Rhys’ soothing whispers promising to help him through any fears and
insecurities. Promising that they were in this together. All the way.
Rhys’ increased his strokes and
then just as the sound of the line up bell began to build up from a distance he
slid a finger, just the tip mind, from behind into that tight pulsing rosebud,
making his baby come violently in unison with the boom of the bell, the full
force of Jamie’s orgasm matching the deafening screech of the bell and blocking
out his throaty screams of release from all ears but Rhys’.
* * * *
They made their way towards the
laundry door some minutes later with smiles on their faces. As they reached the
door and Jamie made to open it, Rhys grabbed at him unexpectedly and lifted him
into his arms. Jamie giggled in delighted surprise and wrapped his legs round
the firm waist, nuzzling contentedly in the crook of Rhys’ neck.
“I could get used to this you
know,” he whispered, after a quiet minute, “You’re spoiling me, carrying me all
the time…”
“I can carry you all day Tiny, so
you better get used to it fast because that’s gonna be happening all the time.
This is your new way of life, in my arms. I’m thinking your legs are going to
be made redundant pretty soon…” Rhys answered back softly, kissing Jamie’s nose
as he looked up at him and giggled at his words. “You know I could prove that
to you and take you right here without your feet touching the ground for even a
second…”
Jamie went bright pink and his
eyes widened before he hid shyly in that neck again. Rhys chuckled at the
little man’s actions but this went a bit choked as he felt the hardened heat
press into his belly.
Oh God.
“Don’t tease Rhy… you shouldn’t
say things like that…” he muttered, embarrassed for he had gone hard as a rock
at what Rhys had just said and he knew the big man could feel it because it was
pressing between them already. God, the effect this big man had on him was
frightening.
Rhys pressed his hand against the
small of Jamie’s back and flattened him against his broad chest, effectively
squeezing Jamie’s already aching hardness between them. He bent his head to
better hear the shy gasps as he kept on with the pressure.
“Now that’s why I say things like
that…” he whispered, sending a shudder down Jamie’s spine, “I love driving
you…absolutely…crazy…” That caused another stronger shudder and a stifled gasp
of his name, so soft and delicious in that small choked voice.
“Rhy…”
Hands grabbed at his shoulders
and dragged him higher, closer till he was forced to lift his head, facing Rhy
directly now with heavy lidded eyes full of lusty overwhelming need. The veins
in his slender neck bulged as his body was tried to deal with the electricity
coursing through it. Rhys returned his gaze, the desire pouring out of them
sending more shivers through his small frame and making him whimper.
Rhys suddenly bent over, crushing
him down against his throbbing erection making Jamie gasp first at the shock of
the movement and then more desperately at the contact with the heated flesh
grinding between his cheeks.
The big man straightened back up,
crushing Jamie flush against him with large hands almost covering the small
torso completely as he enveloped his mouth in a hungry kiss. The small man
practically melted in those arms, wondering what he had been thinking all the
while to deprive himself of this.
“Jesus.” Rhys gasped, pulling
away with difficulty, “We need to get out of here or I’m not going to be able
to control myself.”
I love this story, can't wait to see what happend next
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ReplyDeleteCongratulation! Having your own blog is a good idea. Hopefully I can read more of your writing.
where oh where is the next installment? I've been oh so patiently waiting...
ReplyDeletePlease update soon? This is a fantastic story and yes, we have been waiting and waiting and waiting and waiting. Please?
ReplyDeleteI'm so glad I went back to Lit to check your bio otherwise I wouldn't have found your bio. I love your stories soooo much! Great stuff!
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